finally i'm writin... yeah its been a root x kinda wk, now t it's gona end.

tis wk started w a valenflop. an sms of mine landed itself in her inbox at 12am. i was rejected at 5am. wel, i noe there's a stigma t when its gota do w me its gota suck. but hell, prolly i cld get her smilin if i keep bangin myself against a tree. not sayin she's evil n all but i can try... i can try 2 make her smile... even in a lil way. i dun mind if she's inactive or cold, i'll stil do my job. not reli a job but i'm juz offerin a fun filled day. i went thru a shitty monday, waitin anxiuously 4 hope thru e day, only havin 2 stand down all plans @ 1 after bein told 2 f off. its not so bad 2 be told t, consider goin thru worse. i'm prolly juz a bug by her ear... e day got worse as i fell sick frm bein gung-ho n drinkin my sick bro's water on sunday. i cried when i read anik's email. when i juz nded a fren she was there, reli gota thank her 4 helpin 2 make t day not so gloomy.

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tue came in a flash, but i cldnt keep e pace. woke up feelin hot n heavy, only 2 reach sch late. such unluckiness i've 2 get lectured by a robot, ms.koh. wel, she tinks ppl cant take leave or come late when they r sick. she is not so human, frm wad i can see. i got asked 2 go see mr.koh (discipline master) wel, cuz i said its ok 2 be late cuz we r human. utter crap i tel u. then i got lectured by both of them. e day was bad cuz i hadnt healed frm e blow i took on mon... yeah its a reli big 1. my heart caved in u know... wel, dowana talk or tink abt it. i cldnt do much otha than slp on tue... ah, sucks.

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wed... all i rmb was trainin =P n doin 2/7 of e punishment i put on myself 4 not gettin her bday prezzie 2 her on e actual day...

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thur... had 2 end e day w stupid chinese lesson.
haha... update on 'e spot'. 'e spot', a happenin hangout t only occurs at 1035am-1115am on wkdays in sch. it happens at a passsageway which pple hav 2 pass thru everyday. so obviously my frens n i who hav our recess at 'e spot', sit upon a canvas mat, eat, joke, laf, go spastic, juz a few metres above e staff room 4 e head of departments of all e diff subjects in e skool. every day litter flies down n lands on e railin area ard e hod office n we havent got caught. when we sit on e canvas we make sure our shoes r off so whoeva wants to get past has 2 take their shoes off. we're not tryin 2 be evil but its our etiquitte (plz correct my spellin cuz it sux). we hav yet 2 be caught n punished so we'll do it every wkday til we r destroyed so utterly. a documentary wil be done on 'e spot', which started out as a hidin place 4 2 of my classmates 2 eat their packed recess. u will then be able 2 see e history n developments of 'e spot' until we r busted.

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fri... mornin sucked cuz stil gota run 2.4 then can choose e module... but hell, i'm honored n hapi gymnastics was made a compulsory module cuz of me =P haha... 4 yrs of effort werent wasted. trainin at nite... i spoke eng 2 tis taiwan gal sir asked me 2 guide. only at e end of e lesson i realised i'm supposed 2 speak mandarin. feels dam malu then had 'lou hei' w sir n e othas! we ate n talked til 1 b4 headin our seperate ways home.

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yesterday... it was fun! *zooms 2 e late afternoon* dad fetched me n denise, picked up amanda n took us 2 east coast 4 josias's party. both jies n 1 walked frm bbq pit 40+ to pit 5. we purposely talked n walked past, only 2 hear eth n jo callin out 2 us like mad. then we went over. haha, surprise! had jo a prezzie cuz mom ordered a cheesepie 4 jo. i shared w amanda cuz she wasnt v prepared. then we mixed ard a bit but i gues i hung out more w amanda. ok, now i know more abt jie. a peaceful person i muz say, v calm n flowin... =P well e day dint reli evolve. only when e sun set we got more active. we ate n jked. there's tis crazy gal called joy (i tink) who spent a lot of time w amanda. she's like totally spastic, haha, like me. dam talkin crap w her was fun... then 830 came. we were supposed 2 cut cake 4 jo but it was delayed til 9 where we took som pics... finally, i left w amanda. we cldnt find our way 2 take bus so we juz grabbed a cab. basically we had a long talk on e way home... i'm glad i hav tis jie. duno how tis frenship got started but i'm keepin it.

overall my wk's gotten beta =)

gtg trainin now... runnin late... (as always!) it gets beta all e time...